my lack of blogging....

i have no updated in a bit.  no real reason why that i can think of.  just feeling really uninspired at the moment.  yes, we have moved countries, but things don't seem as crazy to write about it even though i know that they really are.  not sure what the deal is.

things are good here.  paul has been super busy lately which is good.  he was worried since things slow down in the summer and had not really picked up, but now they have.  school is great.  i am loving my job.

i am dealing with some allergy related asthma stuff.  it has been on and off since we got here and school started up.  been using inhalers as needed, but am hoping that i will adjust and not be dependent on using them regularly.

we are headed to seoul in just over a week....we are looking forward to going "home".  seeing friends, loving on the city, tasting foods we love and cannot get here in PP.  :)

"lost"

not that many of you care about it, but i think i am officially hooked.  we are in season two already.  i am really enjoying the characters and learning about their stories.  i still think there are parts that are stupid and cheesy, but it is what it is. 

our regular tv shows start up in a few weeks and i am really looking forward to that........

might need to make a night or two of the week for tv watching, so we can stay balanced and not become total tv-holics. 

disjointed

 an update from the penh about us....

things are good.  otterball has been picking up here and there, so paul has been busy with projects.  he spends many days at the gloria jean's coffee shop--drinking coffee and working away.  they all know him now and when we walk in they already start his order----regular iced latte.  it makes me smile that he has a "place" to work and hang out.  other days he stays at home and makes the second bedroom his office.  he has a really creative "desk" that he likes and allows his laptop to cool.  it is Styrofoam packing from our microwave.  he cracks the door, turns up the air con, and leans against the pillows on the bed.  quite the set up, i think.  not to mention he has constant coffee coming from downstairs due to ming, our amazing housekeeper.  she brews him iced vietnamese coffee with sweet milk daily---at least one or two per day.  he is spoiled. 

school is going well.  i love my job and the kids are awesome.  i am blessed to be working with two great guys on my "team".  they both teach grade 5, but we plan the same units of inquiry so we can collaborate and share.  so far, it has been awesome.  we all have fabulous ideas to share and easily think aloud with each other while planning.  one is from england and the other from south africa.  i feel valued and respected here.  my ideas are accepted and thought about.  there is much freedom to do what i truly love and for me that is huge.  it has been such a joy to come to work and know that i don't have to worry about the small stuff.  thank God!  the PYP adjustment can be overwhelming, but i am in line with the philosophy, so it works with me deeply.  i am doing lots of thinking and reflecting which i love and challenges me to do my best work.  it is just wrapping my head around it all and making it happen that can be daunting.  

our apartment is in the final stages of becoming "finished" whatever that really means.  we are trying hard to sort out places and "homes" for the last bits of stuff.  we have a few more pieces of cane furniture to pick up, pictures/art to hang, and the touches that make a home.  i have to go hunting for some lamps, but not sure when that will happen. we are also planning to buy bicycles to poke around our neighborhood a bit more without depending on someone else.  we are so excited about this venture.  once i get a bike, i plan to "pimp" it out with some baskets, plastic covers for them, and a bell.  i am hoping that i can find an orange bike too.  me loves all things orange. 

i have made a few good friends that i can be real with which has been huge for me.  this revelation just happened which has been a blessing.  knowing that i have a friend to hang out with is what i needed.  someone local and that is on the same page--especially with faith--was something i was seeking out.  she also happens to be supporting my ESL kids in the classroom which makes it fun too since we work closely together as well.  good stuff there for sure!

we have started church shopping which has been interesting, full of all kinds of emotions, and lead to some great discussions.  things are different here.  not bad or negative, just different.  pray that we can find a church we can call "home" and be able to connect with some folks in this way.   paul has asked me not to panic, so i am trying not to since we have only been here just over two months.  patience, mandy.

on the artsy front, paul is planning and hoping to buy a guitar today.  we went shopping over the long weekend and wow, i learned a lot just from observing.  you can really "hear" how good a guitar is or not.  it was quite interesting to follow him around.  he found a nice "fender" (looks real, feels real, sounds real, but not sure how "real" it really is) acoustic.  it sounded warm and beautiful.  the only catch was there was no pick up or "electronics".  he is hoping to make it back to a different shop that had lots of stuff and seemed pretty in the know about all things music today to ask if they sell the electronics and if so, do they install.  not sure what will happen, but i am so glad that he is "missing" playing and music.  he hopes to find some gigs around town to play regularly.

as for me, i am still figuring it out.  i am feeling a bit plain these days with more normal hair.  i know hair has nothing to do with ability or anything, but it is this weird thing i deal with.  i have been getting involved with a local stitching group (knitters & crocheters).  it works, but not really filling my creative hole in the way i hoped.  i am thinking about working through the book, the artist's way, again on my own.  i need to be intentional and set up art dates with myself.  i really love photography, so maybe i can make that my outlet.  i just have to get out of the house and do it.....then more importantly do something with the photos.

off to do some planning....

lost--the tv show

i have been totally anti-lost for a while.  i never got into it.  the few episodes i had seen were pretty cheesy and far fetched in my opinion.  after much persuasion, paul has talked me into "trying" it again.  he really enjoyed it and thought the way it was all wrapped was genius.  i am still watching but with a lot of skepticism.  paul assures me that i will change my heart, but i am still not so sure.  we watched episode six or five earlier.  i am on the fence and the verdict is yet to be handed out.  we will see....

going au natural

today i went to get my hair colored here in PP.  i went back to the same salon and had decided after much thought that i would just go natural for a while to give my hair a rest.  i kept having second thoughts, but i did it.  here is the end product---

the front had to be a bit darker to cover up the red well and look good.  so the back is pretty natural....kind of a dark blonde like color.  the front bits are dark brown/black.  sokun, the guy who did it, said that next time i could make the front lighter to match the back if i wanted.  i might just go with it like this since dark colors on the whole are not as rough on your hair.  surprisingly, i like it.  i was worried b/c last time i had dark all over i was not a fan, but that was in my first year in korea.  paul likes it too which is always an added bonus.  

here are some more pics.....

off to try to get into more episodes of "lost".  i am pretty skeptical, but paul thinks i will like it at some point.  i am not so sure.

a rocky start....

this week has gotten off to a rocky start.  every monday we have late start which means the kids do not start school until 10am.  during 7:30-9:30 we have collaboration meetings and professional development.  today, i realized that God is teaching me to be patient.  around 9ish i began to freak out a bit since i needed to print some pictures for my writing activity that was to kick start our first (my first as well) unit of inquiry.  i did not have access to a color printer in the time frame i had free.  some colleagues and i came up with a brilliant plan B using my class projector and the images i had saved to my usb drive.  yeah!  then when i returned to my classroom, the power kept going on and off.....there is nothing like teaching in the dark.  the nice side to this is that the kids are used to it, so they just keep working regardless.  we have been working outside some too.  i began to worry about my plan B since the power was being twitchy....i definitely needed power to use the projector and computer.  after about an hour of solid power, i felt confident that all would work out.  until about 10:45am when i got the kids back on the mat, set up the activity, handed out paper, talked about what we were going to do, plugged in my usb, and pushed power to the projector-----nothing.  yes, the projector did not turn on at all.  zip, zilch, nada, zero.  this came to be a very teachable moment of flexibility--my kids totally understood and we went on to plan C.  i think God was really trying to remind me to be flexible and patient--not my students.

pray that i can continue to be patient and flexible as the week continues.  quite a few new meetings to attend, ideas to be shared, and planning to be worked on before friday rolls around.

took the plunge....

well, i did it. i have been itching for a trim for a few days, but was not sure where to go and if i would be able to communicate what i wanted well enough to avoid disaster. all day we were out running errands and had the super itch to just do it. we had lunch, ran a bunch of errands, and then went to dinner. we ended up walking home from dinner which was quite fun since we got to see lots of cool stuff along the way. we rounded the corner of street 108 and sisovath quay and there was a small hair salon. i stopped paul and asked if i should at least inquire how much. some of the ladies in the shop had cool, trendy do's, so i figured it was worth asking. what?!?! only $8....well, okay....what is the worst that can happen? really, i mean it could be disastrous, but i was in a risk-taking mood. i asked about paul's too since he was also due for a trim. only $6...what!?!?! we checked to make sure they could trim it without cutting it all off. he was okay with it, so we said yes. it all began with a shampoo which was a bit much for both of us. lots of shampoo and massaging, but neither one of cared for the craziness. a little too much ear rubbing for both of us. ugh. then under the shears we both went. the guy, sokun, who cut my hair is the owner of the shop and has been trained in singapore by a french lady. he seemed quite knowledgeable and cautious which eased my anxiety a bit. i honestly felt like i was violating some hair cutter's code by having someone else cut my hair other than lucy. it was the oddest feeling. he did a great job though. i am quite happy with how it ended up. i need to let my fringe (bangs) grow out a bit more. paul was quite happy as well which does not happen often when he gets his hair cut. all in all, we think it is a great place. i am thinking about making an appointment next weekend to tweak my color. not sure what i will do yet. the many colors i have is kind of irritating here b/c some many locals stare and comment. it is okay, but it gets old. i might go natural all over, but keep my streak of bright color or i will bleach it all again and keep the front the same. not sure....what do you think???

well, one step closer to make PP our home. we are working on getting our house in order. we have set a goal for the end of the month to have it sorted. we bought an official alarm clock today and some lamps for our bedroom. it is slowly coming along....